fuck baby, ur messing me up!

u know me, i know u but this is never really easy with us is it? cant u just waik up and see what u could be for u? lett me in and lett me make ur life easyer!

i spent the day with u and ur mom and u where an ass all day! ur never really nice to her and if u ever took the time to get to know her u would see that she is to week. i care i know that, both about me and ur mom but u cant lett it out right can u? i could help u u know. how well do i know u all? i love u all, i am a close friend to u and ur mom and like a big sister to ur brother, how long have i known u and who on earth can say that they know what i know about u, ur life, ur family? can u really find anything better for u?

iknow u dont want me for more that an intimat freindship but how much different is this from love? h.ow much do u know about love? ur next to me in bed and i can feel ur hands on me and ur elektricity go though my body like lil nidles. u give me hard loving hugs and u take my hands in a loving way but still ur like a prisenar in ur own heart.

talking and writing about this makes me so fucking sad and frustrated and i will always be.... its my faith with u and manny other men... so ill lett it go... when u lett me.